lately feeling

Habits was a terrible thing

it's just like a mirror

a mirror which is the reflection of your world

now i'm standing in front of it

without caring what the fuck was happened behind me

i'm already live in your world

there is many thing of you in my brain, my mind

sometimes

i already forgotten who am i

who i supposed to be

I've been wasted so much time

as i always recall n remind in my mind

24th is a horrible number

of cause what i say is just a reason to comfort me

to console that actually i'm not that bad

not that stupid

but there was many chance appeared in front of me

only i don't know how to catch and appreciate it

i had forgotten how many time to regret

to think for the past

to think for the future

for gals

i'm not the 1 only wish to get married after studies

i want my life to be more colorful

more special

thats why i don't wish to stop and stare now

i should keep on going to chasing my dream

although i'm Chinese student now

everyone think that thats a useless subject

only for less knowledgeable people to study

as i say before

''don't look down on Chinese Studies or any others subject between you, everything have their own strength, opportunity and career. ''

even u're chose the right course

there is no MUST that you'll get a job according to your university course 

i believe that everything has a variable

sometimes i wonder

if you have never appear in my world

is it a good thing?

god know

but everything happens for a reason

i had learn something from you

new friends too

thanks anyway

what i have to do is

love life

save time

save my future

and dream

Habits really was a terrible thing